Getting used to it.

Syukur Alhamdulillah it has been a month now I'm in Arau. Alhamdulillah so far so good tak homesick ke apa lagi Hahaha. Looking back to the time when I first arrived in Perlis masatu I  langsung tak ada rasa sedih or what cuma rasa excited nak study and start a new life. That's it. But in the morning of hari pendaftaraan tu sumpah I sedih gilaa and I was nervous! Tak tahu kenapa hahaha. Tapi masa nak daftar tu la I finally realized that my family will leave me here 😭 Bila dah salam peluk cium Ma Abah tu Ya Allah sedih sangatttt walaupun I know we will meet again in a few days Hahaha. Masa minggu MDS or Orientasi I was scared I takde kawan and betul la I was alone most of the time sebab both my roommate are Pre-Diploma and I sorang Diploma so kitorang punya program asing. Terpaksa la bawak diri sorang² huhu sad life. Tapi okay laa sebab I tak fikir banyak pun I just wanna end the day nasib baik 2 hari je tak macam University lain. Dah la tak cukup tidur sebab new environment so susah sikit nak biasakan diri. The most difficult things here so far is to walk to class. Uitm Arau i huge okayyy. I have to walk for 5-10minutes just to go to class. Jauh gilaaaa okay. But I'm getting used to it so okay laa. Alhmdulillah dapat rooommate yang okay dan baik. Thank you Jiha and Atiqah. I'm most thankful for Jiha's presence in my life. Jiha ni kecik je orang nya and she called me Angah just like what my family called me. She acted like my sister walaupun dia lagi muda. Lagipun Jiha orang Kedah and dia pernah duduk asrama so there's a lot of things that I looked up to her. I'm also thankful for my classmate walaupun tak ramai tapi Alhamdulillah they are fun to be with.

One thing that open my eyes bila I dah masuk Univ ni is, I'm so thankful with my life. I've been blessed with so many things syukur Alhamdulillah. Bila dah masuk univ baru tahu ramai lagi orang yang susah. I have a friend yang kereta pun takde aircond, rumah pun kecik, Mak Ayah kerja kampung. Bila tahu ada ramai yang macam ni rasa macam sedih sangat la sebab I jarang rasa cukup dengan apa yang I ada. Bila dah jumpa macam² orang, macam² perangai I  bersyukur sangat I dilahirkan dalam keluarga yang cukup Alhamdulillah. Dulu masa sekolah langsung tak perasan benda ni sebab kawan² sekolah semua anak orang kaya. Kiranya I ni level biasa² laa middle class gitu. Dulu sekolah Petronas so kawan² semua anak manager, anak CEO, anak tauke petrol station, anak excec. Semua pakai Mercs, BMW tapi I biasa² je so macam tak nampak la benda tu. Dekat sini jumpa ramai orang yang tak ada macam kawan² sekolah I ada so I patut seribu kali bersyukur la with what I have. Alhamdulillah.