Kids

I asked my mum, is it normal to not like kids? Because I really don't like kids. Sampai sekarang I tak suka budak and I don't even know why. Surprisingly, my mum pun tak suka budak². Maa cakap sejak sekolah lagi dia tak suka dan sampai sekarang pun dia tak suka. Tak suka in my context bukan benci ye. I tak suka budak yang nakal gila, tak dengar cakap, suka menangis, dan suka pukul orang. I know it's not their fault but the parents kan. Sebab macam mana parents macam tu laa dia bentuk anak dia. And I more thing, I notice that it is very hard for me to approach budak². I tak pandai laa nak agah² budak, main cak cak ke, nak buat muka pelik² kat budak hahah. Lepastu I found myself awkward among kids and takut gila kalau budak approach I dulu sebab I don't know what to do. Usually budak² yang umur 2 tahun till 7 tahun sebab masatu kan diorang jenis curious and nak explore semua benda. Hahahah.

Most of my friends mistaken that since I don't like kids, I don't want to have kids. Who even said that? Who doesn't want to have their own children kann? I just don't like kids (strangers/non-blood related) but I didn't even said that I don't want children. Of course laa kalau kahwin nak ada anak sendiri. Benci macam mana pun aku dekat budak takkan la aku nak benci anak sendiri. Pebenda laa hahah. I kalau boleh nak 6 orang anak hahaha ramai lagi best lagi meriah sebab I pun adik beradik ramai kan haha. Setiap kali solat I selalu doa supaya Allah kurniakan I dengan suami anak² yang soleh dan solehah, anak² yang sihat walafiatt, anak² yang baik dan hornat orang lain, dan anak² yang hebat dan berguna dalam kelurga, masyarakat, dan agama. InshaAllah.